It's been awhile since I've posted anything new. I've been 'smelling the roses', so to speak. (And literally drinking the Koolaid...not the bad kind.)
My husband is still in Mexico. He will be there, probably, until December. It's getting easier. The house is relatively cleanish, the laudry is mostly caught uppish. The kids are happy-ish. I am not constantly yelling and I am reading with them and having them read to me at night.
I feel happy. I feel incomplete without my husband, but I feel happy. Things are getting better, more enjoyable.
I'm starting pre-med courses in August. I'm nervous/excited/scared/determined. I'm ready. I want to do something more with my life. And I want my kids to enjoy a better life. I don't want to be a chickenshit anymore. So, I'm not going to be anymore.
I can't wait until my husband comes back. We can restart our lives and renew our marriage and being our lives from a fresh start.
Exciting things are coming for our family.
-IndiaGuerita
